Shed the tears, for soon you will have the desire of your heart. Hopelessness breeds helplessness. Focus on Me and the joys I bring. Do not allow what appears to be dissuading you. Many things need to be accomplished on your part. You are an active participant. You are helping to bring things forth. Your daily obedience of picking up your cross is serving you well. Try not to struggle and strain. That is not My wish for you. I Love you and Adore you. How much more then shall I Bestow upon you? What is it that you do not have? Very little. And very little you want. But the little you desire is on its way.