Temper your feelings with a change in focus.  Be alive, be free, but be careful not to do just as you please lest you hurt those around you.  Your feelings are intense.  I see them all.  Be patient in doing good.  For the rewards will be great.  See the struggle within as a war with the enemy, with self to grow up.  Putting aside actions for your desires now will result in great happiness later.  “Do not make a shipwreck of your life” by trying to work things out on your own.  Follow My Promptings to where you want to go.  Then the joy you seek will be yours.