Temper your feelings with a change in focus. Be alive, be free, but be careful not to do just as you please lest you hurt those around you. Your feelings are intense. I see them all. Be patient in doing good. For the rewards will be great. See the struggle within as a war with the enemy, with self to grow up. Putting aside actions for your desires now will result in great happiness later. “Do not make a shipwreck of your life” by trying to work things out on your own. Follow My Promptings to where you want to go. Then the joy you seek will be yours.