The thing which you are doing, this great love of yours, is serving more than appears on the surface. You are needed far more than you need. Do not be deceived by the evil one. Lies that you are doing wrong and should feel guilty need to be put aside immediately and permanently. Trust The Voice that you have come to know. I have not led you astray in any circumstance. There has not been one time when you followed My Voice that things did not work out very well for you, better in most cases. Trust, believe, follow ungrudgingly and the thing you desire most will come more quickly than you can imagine. You are needed in the world far more than you will ever give yourself credit, my humble, faithful servant. Go forth in peace as you follow My Words at every turn.