You do not understand what you do. There are no private sins. What hurts one (even yourself) hurts all. The trickle-down effect never ends unless someone is willing to reverse the events. It takes a conscious decision to live in love. Living intentionally is not only ideal, it is necessary for the survival of My Creation. What you destroy for one, you destroy for all. If you harm yourself, you harm others. If you harm others, you harm the world. Do you not see what you do? Do you not see that what you think and say is important? Live intentionally and in love so that all may benefit and bring Heaven to Earth. Cheat one, cheat all. Your life is important. Do not underestimate what you can achieve for the good, My Good. Be positive and move forward with an understanding of your role in the life of humanity and all Creation.